ok ok so I started to right a songfic as well
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Nothing is impossibleOnce Kian and I were a couple, but we broke up 1 year ago, as I couldn’t take the pressure anymore.
Normally I went on tour with them and saw him as much as I wanted, but 2 years ago I started my own company and we saw each other less and less, until I told him to break up, as I didn’t want to have this life.
He told me to believe in it, but I couldn’t anymore, now 1 year later I will meet the guys again, during a photo shoot in London, will I be able to face him again without feeling miserable?
I walk into the small office where I am supposed to meet Dave, but saw Kian doing his photo shoot.
‘There he is’ I softly say to myself, ‘ooh… I missed him so much, he looks so good..’ “hey daydreamer!” I hear Dave say behind me, I turn around while my face is getting as red as a tomato.
“Hey Dave, how’s it goin’?” I quickly ask and give him a hug, “The lads are doing fine, it is now Kian’s turn for the photo shoot, but I saw you already noticed that” and gives me a wink.
Dave is my older brother and the security of Westlife he asked me to come over as the lads would have a week of after the shoot, so we could hang out in London.
“Yeah.. I just saw him” I say and tried to hide my blushes.
“Hmm you still have feelings for him, don’t ya?” Dave asks with a weak smile on his face, “well… a little, but we will never be together anymore, it is over, I have my own company, while he is traveling from country to country to do his job.. it will never work out, we’re good friends now.” I say a little sad, but turned my mood into a smile as Kian walks our way.
“Hey babe” he says and gives me a hug, I feel like flying, wishing he would never let go again, “Hi Kian”, I say when he releases me from his arms, “you’re ok?” he asks, “yeah I am, thanks, what about you?” “fine as well, pretty busy as you can see, have you seen the other lads already?”.
“No not yet, just got here” I answer, “well they are in the room next to the photo shoot, shall I take you there?”, “that will be fine, thanks”.
And we walk away together to the other lads, I greet them and take a seat next to Mark.
Kian walks back to the photo shoot studio, as he needs to do some more.
Dave takes his seat next to Nicky and Shane and starts a conversation, I can see but cannot hear what it is about as I am in a conversation with Mark about the latest tour.
“We should give them some help” Dave says to Nicky and Shane, “She still loves him, she just told me, but she still thinks a relationship is impossible”.
“I know” Shane answers, “Kian also loves her but he doesn’t want to tell her, as he knows how she feels about a relationship”.
“They are so stubborn” Nicky says, “we have to do something, they both feel miserable when they have seen or spoken to each other”.
“Exactly, but what can we do?” Shane asks, “I have an idea, guys” Dave says with a smile on his face, “come here I’ll tell you”.
Although I was talking with Mark, my mind was going back to the day Kian and I broke up, it was a terrible day, I wanted to stop the relationship, but I still loved him so much.
I had to convince him that it would be impossible for me to have a relationship with him and keeping my own company, and he finally agreed.
Now that I have seen him again, all the memories are coming back.. I really miss him..
“Hello!” I snap back and notice that Kian is sitting next to Mark and me.
“Sorry, was lost in thoughts..” I quickly answer, “haha yeah we noticed” Mark answers and gives me a wink.
After talking some more with the lads, I wanted to go to my hotel, getting a nice warm bath to make myself ready for diner with them.
Dave brought the lads and me to the hotel, some fans were waiting outside to meet their idol, I quickly run inside to avoid the fan-stress and walk to my room,
when I open the door a large bouquet of red roses are welcoming me in my room.
“Wow” I gasp, “that’s a nice surprise, it is not even my birthday”.
I take the little card from the roses and read the text.
Hey Babe,
It is great to see you again, I want to have diner with you alone, so we can refresh some memories, please come to the ‘red dragon’ next to the beach, at 6pm.
I will wait for you.
xx
Kian“Omg, it’s from Kian!” I almost scream out loud, “I have to get dressed quickly, only 1 hour to go”.
One hour later I walk to the beach to meet Kian in the Red Dragon, from the outside I see he is already waiting for me at the bar, the butterflies in my stomach making me sick as I walk through the door.
Kian stands up from his stool to greet me.
“Wow, you look great” he says and his cheeks are getting a little red, “thanks, you look great too” I answer and follow him to our table.
“I still need to thank you for the lovely roses in my hotel room” I say while I look him in the eyes, they are so beautiful, I almost forgot about it.
“Roses?” he says surprised, “I didn’t sent you those” he says, still with confusion on his face.
“ooh..” I answer a little uncomfortable, “but.. but your name was on the card” and I take my purse to show him the little card.
“That’s odd, I got the same message, but than from you” he says softly laughing, “I think someone is trying to make something clear here” he finally says.
“I think so too” I say, and feel my cheeks are getting red, remembering the conversation between Nicky, Dave and Shane earlier that day, ‘they must have done this’ I think to myself.
“Well, I will still enjoy the evening, even now I know you did not invite me” Kian says teasingly, “haha, good I was not going anyway, as I am starving” and give him a wink.
We ate and talked for hours, than at 22:30, he pays the bill and takes my hand.
“Let’s go, I want to show you something” he says and leads me outside, where we walk to the beach and place ourselves on the top of a hill with the view over the sea.
The sun is just about the go under, which makes the sea look gold.
“Wow, Kian this is amazing!” I say and he puts his arm around my waist.
“Yes it does, just as amazing as you” he says and looks me in the eyes, he comes closer and before I know, I feel his lips on mine.
“We should not do this” I say when he pauses his kiss, “we can never be together, we’re too different”.
“Don’t say that, when it comes to love, nothing is impossible” he says and continues, “I know you've been looking at me, I know now that you and me were meant to be”.
“Maybe we are” I answer and look at him, “but it will not work out, we have discussed this over and over again”
“Ssst” he says, “just walk down that road again, it's coming back to me, I still love you so much”, “I can feel it inside, I say and look him in the eyes, “I missed you and I also still love you so much” and I lean over to kiss him again.
“We will find a way” he says, “like I said, when it comes to love nothing is impossible”.
~The End~